Saturday, July 13, 2013

Chatting

So, I just chatted with "GlitterGoddess" from NiteFlirt.  She was very interested in me and my venture into the world of femininity.  She asked all sorts of questions about why and when I started and I told her most of the stories that I have posted.  It was by far the best chat that I have ever had about my life and the changes I am going through.  It was very therapeutic.  I suspect that we will chat on a regular basis.  It just felt so nice to have an understanding person listening to my thoughts and stories.  There was absolutely no judgment and felt so comfortable as we chatted.  I even showed her my little boobies. 

Clearly she is encouraging me to delve deeper into femininity.  She asked about doing something with my voice, even offering to start right then.  This is something that I need to work on but I am not overly optimistic about ever sounding feminine.  In the mean time, we also talked about feminine gestures.  I have been working on modifying my walk and my hand gestures but my sense is that I am doing a typical male interpretation of women rather than actually capturing the essence of femininity.  I think I come across as a camp impersonator.  I think that having feminine input could move me in the right direction and GlitterGoddess (I think I'd rather use her actual name) suggested belly dancing as a means of achieving some feminine mannerisms.  This sounds pretty reasonable.  I have been thinking of dance, in general, as a means of developing my self but was thinking ballet or ballroom dancing.  Yoga is another thing I have been pondering...most of the classes are women and emulating them could help.  I'd love to be in a class of some sort with all women and to have them treat me like one of the girls.  Another thing to work on. 

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