I didn't make it to Macy's yesterday.  I went today but Carolina was not there.  I asked a clerk about getting the suit but it didn't work.  But, I wore my gray pants with the new white t and a cranberry cardigan.  I wore my low heeled pumps and the wig.  And makeup.  This is the first time anyone has seen me fully fem.  I was so nervous waiting for the clerk to get back.  I pretended to look at the clothes but I was too nervous to really shop.  So, she came back and gave me the bad news.  I'll have to run down again someday.  I am not sure when I can do it though.  I left and went to my car;  I wasn't ready to end my day though. I did a quick change in the car, putting on the skirt and the black 3" pumps.  I got out of the car, adjusted my skirt, and startd for the mall!  I walked around the mall for a bit but I was really to nervous to do anything.  I looked for a chair at Barnes and Noble but they were all taken.  I left by way of the Macy's cosmetics counter, smiling at the nice ladies as I left.  I know there were some "wtf" looks from some guys.  The few women whose eyes I caught smiled nicely.  Most people did not notice or did not care.  I think I canget used to this enough to actually shop.  We'll see.