Ok, so I have gotten it into my head that I should lose my virginity in a girly way.  I think wearing a wedding dress as I kneel before a man for the first time will firmly put me into the role of a submissive sissy.  With that in mind, I have made appointments at two bridal salons to try on dresses.  I am scared to death and yet am fascinated by this.  I can think of nothing else.  I made a mistake with the one appointment and scheduled it for a Monday morning when I will be returning from out of town.  I cannot reschedule it by email so I will have to call.  I am not sure that they know that I am a guy and their reaction may be negative.  With respect to the other appointment, I have emailed the bridal consultant and asked a couple of questions and she replied with my male name so I have to assume that she knows....

So both stores have requested that I browse their gown collection and find a few that interest me.  I have tried to learn as much about fits as possible and have selected a number of dresses for my "wish list".  Here is one that is similar to the one that I like the best:

 

I had my nails done on Friday.  As I waited for the appointment  I read Brides magazine.  I do not know if Candace noticed or not but I left the magazine on the table rather than putting into the rack.  Maybe the receptionist will notice as  she puts it back.  As usual, Candace asked whether I wanted a clear coat.  I said yes, then kiddingly said "well, maybe a little color this time"  She replied, "maybe a light pink?" and I agreed.  She used the clear though.  I will continue to see how she reacts to my sissy hints.  I am thinking of asking her to style my wig and doing some makeup for my appointment at the bridal salon.  I am really starting to let women know that I am a sissy.   The embarassment is exquisite.